alone again ..

hmm .. if u were given a chance to get to know sumone, wud u take d risk? i never wanted to take any risk any morejust before i met dis guy .. we've been frens n all, n i missed few steps dat i already cross d line .. i'm drawing d line but sumhow, i forget its there to protect me .. so i took another risk ..

but day by day pass by, i always knew it wud not work .. but y do i stil hang on to it? because i'm too tired to start things over again, n ridiculously dis is where i went wrong .. i neglected almost everyting including how i've been hurt just to gain his love ..

i might have been played but didnt realize it, but its no one's fault but mine alone .. n in time there's sumone who sincerely being a fren, n may be i'm just taking him fer granted .. dat i didnt realize what i have make him feel, tought about me .. i've never felt so lonely like dis before ..

i lost 2 great things dat ever happen to me in one nite .. he who i wud love, had left me .. him who i cud have great relationship with, i pushed him away without noticing it .. may be i was meant to be alone, i should just accept it .. i dont think i can manage all this anymore ..
God, take me away from all this ..