date : 12th February 2005
subject: love again

ello ..

its been hard since i dont even know what to think about Wan anymore. i do love him but maybe since it wasnt always enough makes me think its better to let go. it's happening again, i know i shouldnt do this since he's the greatest guy i've ever met.

i want him to at least find his own happiness withiut waiting fer me. indeed if he is ..i dont know, i didnt want him to feel bad or upset towards me ... it's just i dont want him to feel like he's wasting his time on me all this time after we met. he did said that he loves me, cares fer me .. but i couldnt even figured out what's on his mind lately.

i'm confused, they say girl are hard to undeerstand well that actually goes to the men as well.

-- i'm out --