1847hrs .. i was doing nuthin, i just wishing so hard that what ever it is that i felt is something that wasnt even real to start with. i've been waiting fer him,as i thought that i never wanna talk to him anymore .. my heart hurt .. n i couldnt even figure out y it is happening .. is it just a plain obsession, it's a good feeling but it so happens that it does hurt a lot too ..
i hate being hurt all the time, i know so well that this can hardly work out .. but still, at least there's still hope .. n when there's hope, there might be a chance. i was hoping fer something to happen but i'm not sure about all of it .. i just feel lost .. i think i'm gonna cry ..
i hate all this .. helppppppp!!!!!!!!!