14th February 2009
p/s: i love you

I dont know, but all d sudden dis v day just making me feel all mushy and sloppy .. d show on tv is all lovey dovey, radio is mostly d same .. my niece and nephew also includes to making today is almost hell fer my feeling .. and without any gud excuses i'm making myself sensitive and teary; i didnt know why but i'm feeling so lonely and really alone ..

i do have frens and my family is close to me, but its just making me feel so lost and sad .. all d sudden i just reminded back to a love dat i cud have but i cant .. a love dat i wanted but was denied .. a love dat most welcome but had forbid to me .. i hate dis feeling, i cud cry over dis .. it felt right at one point but on d other hand, it doesnt ..

fer a dreamer i cannot touch, i send my love in a lullaby
fer a lilps i cannot kiss, i blow u one right now
fer a waist i cannot hold, i send to u my biggest kiss
fer a love i cannot consummate, i send to u my hottest letters
i only see u thru my computer, but i love u just d same
so i send to u dis page of dreams, to be my voice to u
and dis wonderful lullaby fer u to sleep
so we can hear it as we sleep, and touch in our dreams

its just a wonderful thing in life, but y people keep taking me fer granted? was i doomed not to have love at all???