A Babysitter By Day???

HUHUHUHUHU me??? babysit??? alamak aiii .. lotih den memikirkan ea. Last tuesday, sya pegi la umah akak sya kat seremban 2 .. die dah tunggu hari je(pegnen la ni) so, ari ni sebab die takut kena masuk spital, die mintak la sya tolong tengok2kan anak2 die yang 3 orang lagi .. adehhh dah lama lak tak jaga budak ni, risau gak .. kang sore terlebih kuat, ngadu lak budak2 tu kat bapak die. bukan takut pun ngan bapak die sebeno beno nye, cume kesian lak bile bapak budak tu tak leh nak marah sya balik ekekekek

so, on 14th January 2009 lahirlah seorang putera lagi untuk melengkapkan keluarga akak sya ni(huhuhu ayatku) namanya Mohd Izani Iskandar. suke tul la akak sya ni letak nama anak die panjang2, kang tak cukup kotak masa isi borang ntahapakebendenye kang sepanjang idup budak tu, tak ke naya? nasib baik la nama bapak ea tak panjang, sepatah je .. ekekek tak abih2 la sya ni ngutuk wakahakakhakhak (ampun akak n abang) banyak lak nak kena mintak maap raya tahun ni ehehehe korang2 sume, kalau sya ader buat salah yang tak sengaja, mintak di mahapkan la ye .. (sirius nih)

so citer pasal baby ni, die lahir dalam belah petang kalau tak silap, so akak tak leh balik lagi sebab doktor nak kena monitor baby tu punye health (apsal lak aku ni taip manglish nih???) so esok nyer(sya pun tak sabar nak jupe baby tu nih) kitorang beramai2 segerombolan pegi la tengok akak sya kat spital tuh (lama lak tak gi spital, jadi seram lak kejap) .. sampai je kat katil akak sya, sya terus nengok baby tu, alamak apsal lak cam kecik je baby ni, sya kata kat akak sya. akak sya kate, ape lak kecik, 3.25kg tu ..

3.25kg?? cam beso, tapi apsal lak baby ni nampak kecik? tak pe la, janji baby ni sihat, sya kate dalam hati. dalam pada takut sebab baby tu nampak kecik, gatal gak ni nak dukung baby tu .. menggigil beb, wa cakap lu .. huhuhu betul2 gegel, sebab dah lama tak pegang baby. sya pandang lama baby tu (mula la sandi kejap) ish ish ish comel lak baby ni, cerah lagi .. tengah duduk2 tu, nurse datang lak, comel wooo nurse die, kalau korang nak cari awek keje nurse, gi la spital seremban ekekek (free promosi lak aku ni)

sampai umah, agak petang sket sya nak freshen up kan baby tu, baby tu pun nampak rasa tak best je, may be sebab sejak lahir kemarin tu die tak rasa air lagi (iye ke? mandai je aku ni) sya siapkan air suam2 untuk lap2 je badan die, siapkan minyak kayu putih, bedak, losyen, pampers, barut n baju die, tak lupe gak ubat untuk tali pusat die (tang ni agak geli sket huahuahua) .. sya pun lap la badan baby tu, dari kepala, ke badan, sampai ke kaki die, pastu sapukan minyak kayu putih lak .. alamak aii minyak ni punye la wangi, suke tul sya bau minyak ni .. pastu, buh ubat kat tali pusat die, baru pakaikan barut .. then sapu bedak lak kat tiak die, kat leher die pastu kat belakang die ..

pakai la bedak johnson (wakhakhakahka iklan jap) .. pastu sya sapu la losyen, sebab baby baru lahir kan, kulit die agak kasar n menggelupas sket .. sedap lak baby tu kena urut tang tangan and kaki die .. dah siap sume tu, pakaikan la sarung tangan and kaki, kaler putih lagi .. pastu pakai baju lak .. dah siap sume tu, cium dulu kat leher die huyyoooo wangi nyer, anak sape la ni :) .. pastu last but not least bedungkan baby tu ngan kain yang jenis sejuk .. dah siap pun .. terus tido baby tu .. sya pandang lagi baby tu, damai je perasaan nye hmmm .. mana lak pegi mak baby ni??

mak baby (kakak sya la tu) leh duk tengok je .. astagaaaa sya tanye la apsal, die leh kata ape? tak berani nak buat sume tu sebab dah lama tak pegang baby .. ya ampunnnn .. ni memang dasar nak kena ngan sya la ni .. sya faham la masalah die ekekek ade history ni tapi tak yah la citer kat sini kan, cian die kang malu .. (ampun kak) so, lepas siapkan baby tu, sya leh amik pic dulu ekekkeke comel wooo sya suke sangat..

hmmm siang tadi, sya mandikan la baby tu, tapi kat dapur tu tengah siap nak masak, sya cakap la kat kakak sya, siapkan la ya, die leh kate ape? akak mana tau .. sya terus terpandang abang ipar sya, die terus geleng kepala tu .. akak sya ni la, buat malu je .. so sya pun siapkan la baby tu, pakai minyak, baju, wangi2 .. adehh lemah tul sya kalau ngan baby ni tau .. siap dah, amik pic lagi ekekkeke comel tak? comel tak? ok la, ni pun dah jauh malam, jap tadi baby tu nangis lagi, nak susu la tu ekekke sya pun nak tido ..

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Sumthing's Gotta Give - Jack Nicholson, Deanna Keatton, Keanu Reeves

dis movie was actually played tonite on 8TV on popcorn 'n wednesday segment, i owez wanted to watch dis movie n actually did watch it .. i only get to watch 30 mins after d movie starts but wat d heck, i still watch it till it ends n d ends actually heart touching .. why do we owez cry wen we only realizes dat is d only thing dat we owez wants? why do we only realizes it wen we have lost it, wen we can never get it back? why do things happen wen all dat we cud ever want is dat person alone to be here n now? why? why? why?

fer me, i owez want dat person to be wit me, not any one else .. but y do i owez fall fer sumone who already being wit sumone else? why is it dat only dat kinda guy cud understand wat i want? why cant dat young single guy figure out wat i want? wat do i want? i told dis one guy wat i want, but still he couldnt commit to it .. its just a simple thing n i'm willing to give him my whole life n world to .. but dat's actually too much fer him .. is it too much? does wanting a sincere heart to love is too much to ask? does it?

since then i never dare ask again .. sure, love me, care fer me .. but dont ask me wat i want any more, ever .. cos i cant take another broken heart in my heart of hearts .. if i cud show u my heart, i dont think u'd want to see it, cos its full wit cuts, bandages and so many scars .. cos so many people has broken my heart, n now i'm afraid dat if u did break my heart, i couldnt manage to handle d pain anymore .. i'm afraid dat i couldnt glue n fix it back together again, i'm getting weaker by d second ..

why do i have to fall in love wit u? why do u have to act like u care about me? why do u have to show me dat u're concern when all u really care about is urself? why do u have to say all those sweet words wen u knew u never meant any of it? why do u have to break me wen i feel secure? why do u have to let ur words sliced my heart? why do u have to make me feel like i'm all u ever wanted wen u never did want me? why do u have to touch me wen none of it really wat u wanted to do?

all dis why is often in my mind, but u never there to give me my answers .. yes, u still in my mind, so why do u have to leave me without giving me all d explaination so i cud move on wit my life? is there any life fer me wen i see my life already passing me by wit only u in it? u owez say i'll stay strong even without u next to me, i just didnt realizes dat u never meant to stay .. why do u have to mend my broken heart wen all u wanted to do is break it again? and, dont i deserve any love? why do i need to be broken again n again?

years have passed me by, i shud know all dis is bound to happen again, n i was supposed to aware of it .. i do, i really do aware of all dis but why do i let myself lost it in again? i talk to a fren about it, she has become my best fren dis days .. she said, we shud remind our selves where's d limit, dont get beyond ur limitations, love only to be love back .. i knew dat, i swear i already knew dat, but why do i let myself lost in it again n again? i know i shud stop, n i'm going to stop now, n wats going to happen after dis?

let Him set it fer me, i'm not going to interfere anymore .. have i given up? i actually do, i knew most of u wouldnt agree to wat i'm doing, but please .. i cant bear to face another heart broken incident .. thanx fer may be giving me advice after dis, but i'm sure u guys wouldnt want to wasted ur precious time on me .. thanx a lot

happy birthday, Charma ..

Tahun Baru tahun ni hambar je, biase nye tahun baru sya akan ucap selamat hari ulang tahun gak untuk seorang kawan rapat, bukan takat kawan je, mungkin lebih sket .. nama dia Charma, sayang kat die ni .. kat kawan2 lain yang birthday pun sayang gak, cume kat die ni lebih sket .. dah 3 tahun kenal, tapi sekali pun tak sempat nak celebrate birthday die bersama .. teringin nak sambut hari lahir die, nak tengok die senyum sepanjang hari .. pernah janji ngan die nak sambut hari lahir die berdua, tapi setahun sekali tu macam tak pernah nak kesampaian lak .. hmm

setiap kali jupe ngan die hati rasa berdebar2 je, tak tau lak nape .. ade rasa nak jatuh cinta, ader rasa jantung ni cam nak meletup pun .. ntah la cam ner die rasa lak ye .. hmm tahun ni tak dapat nak ucap selamat kat die pun sebab die jauh kat negara orang, so sya nak amik kesempatan ni untuk ucapkan selamat tahun baru dan selamat menyambut hari lahir yang ke-32 .. semoga hari2 mendatang akan memberikan kebahagiaan berpanjangan untuk dia dan anak gadis dia .. semoga hari2 nya akan sentiasa diberkati oleh Yang Maha Esa .. semoga dia boleh kembali ke Malaysia ngan selamat dan bertemu semula ngan sya .. amin ...