I Miss You ..

Its been really a long time, and I am really ashamed of myself for just shutting myself from you .. you have helped me a lot when i really in need, and when i get out of it, i just stay silence and shut myself .. it wasnt fair, i know .. but i didnt know how to face you cause i am so embarrassed .. i wanted to ask you out every time, but i'm afraid you might rejected me since m not being a good friend to you anymore ..

i was jealous seeing you having a new friend who followed you around anywhere .. but there's nothing that i could do .. my job didnt allow me to do things as i please .. i wish i could join in with you on any trip, but too bad i couldnt .. n i just feel so upset bout it .. i really miss spending the good and bad times with you ..

i often wonder how r u doing without me .. i know, u must be doing just fine. cos u are a tough girl, the toughest i've ever met .. and i missed you a lot for that .. i missed you telling me stuff i should and shouldnt do .. things that i've done wrong .. i cry at times, for not having you to talk to .. how pathetic was i, right .. that's just me ..

i wish we could go back to where we are great friends, sharing everything together .. i miss you a lot, but i'm still ashamed of myself .. i'll call you sooner .. i missed you dear friend .......