hmm .. this years raya is not very exciting fer me .. on d eve of hari raya's eve, i've been told that i'm not loved anymore. how sad is that? i tell u it really makes me sad .. i cried that night .. alone .. i never would have thought that this could be d end of my love story .. this is very painful .. i realise d trouble i put myself in, but in d end .. i'm still out of love ..

i still wants him back, but one person told me i shouldnt run after him .. but would u even consider that option when all u have fer him is love? i'm confused .. i dont know what to think right now .. i thought i could hold on to him, but it was never anymore .. how should i live my life now?

i'm out of words .. bubye