Date: 22nd November, 2004 Monday 1756hrs
Subject: all alone .. ?

evening all .. still in holiday's mood i guess. today is most relentless mood ever ..
i'm being happy, i guess. there's a saying .. i had aphone call last nite and it made
me really one heck of a happy person. i knew somehow may be it wouldnt last
any longer but who cares? as long as i can experience it now.

i happen to remember tee kay .. havent heard from him much. of course .. i'm
nobody to him that's fer sure. n i couldnt care a less of what he think .. i am still a
happy person.

take care u guys

Date : 17th February 2004 Teusday 1103 hrs
Subject: Valentinez ???

Celebrate love shared between lovers,
Wishing so hard i t would last ferever,
To trust and understand each other,
So love would always remain and lasts ...

- i'm still wishing fer you too

I actually have to struggle just to get used to myelf lately. I dont really know how d hell have i lo st trac k during these days ... seems like love is in d air this FEB but somehow i still am felt being untrusted to love again. Hehehe ... sounds a bit corny but somehow that's d truth i wouldnt really know n others just dont give a damn to even finds out.

I have this idea of a romantic nite out but just didnt have that someone to share d idea to, how pathetic that makes me. really i mean, a girl my age ... dont even have a boyfren ... i'm pahetic.

Geesh ...

well, starting anew is something that i find it hard. fer others may be it's a gud start but fer me its just something that i know wouldnt really be ... i dont know. i just struck my mind over things i should get over it already but i just cant. and someone has call me stupid fer it. but alas, i dont care ...